I dont know how long it has been for but I suffer from depression. I have been self harming for 2 weeks now. Recently I had the worst month of my life and my grades have gone down dramatically. Also, around 3 months ago I put a plastic bag around my head and began feeling sleepy, but i chicken out before i actually feel asleep. These past 2 days I was happy and had no idea why I was even depressed in the first place. Until today when my parents saw my grades and screamed at me. My parents tell me im useless and a failure (all the time) and I feel like I dont have any real friends. I dont want to tell my parents so that is completely out of question. I would love to tell my friends but I dont think I can trust them. I am so used to my depression that when I cry, its a dry cry, I ran out of tears. I have no idea what im going to do to help.
Most Helpful Guy
You call 911 tell them your harming yourself and have attempted suicide.0
Most Helpful Girl
Be friends with somebody who is disabled, buy sandwiches for homeless people, volunteer at your local food bank, sponsor a child for charity - these things will improve your life.0