I'm just a complete fucking failure. I think I'm hideous, I feel disgusting. I'll never be better than my friend, he's perfect while I'm nothing, he's funnier, better looking, confident, easier to talk to. And, I was mulling over the last girl to reject me, I was into her for a minute, tried the whole sociopathic thing where I convince myself they never meant shit to me, of course it's a lie, it did matter, more so now that I'm done yet again. Just another self hating black fuck obsessed with some worthless white girl that could never like him. Always some white girl that just plain won't like me, huh? Guess I just never did get over the first girl to reject me, considering I only go for girls that look like her. God, I'm fucking pathetic...
Most Helpful Girl
I am so sorry that you are feeling like this! If you need to talk to anyone please feel free to message me0
Most Helpful Guy
There are a few things you need to realize. First and foremost, there is NOTHING wrong with being heartbroken/sad/depressed over a rejection from a girl. It doesn't matter what kind of girl she was, the fact that she rejected you hurts. That is normal. You are normal to feel like absolute shit about it. You never have to force yourself to become emotionless. You are human; you have emotions and you are allowed to experience them. Accepting them is much less painful than trying to ignore them.
As for your friend, he does sound like a good guy. This does not make you any less than him. You can compare yourself to others for ages, but you gain nothing from it. You are not perfect. I am not perfect. It is a cliche, but no one is. This friend of yours may be funnier, better looking and all those other things, but that does NOT make you any less than him. You have to understand that even with your imperfection, you are good as you are. You deserve to to be loved, you deserve to be happy with who you are.0