So, it's been two days since I started school, today being the second. Just to sum things up, my uniform is shitty, my teachers and classes I actually like this year and want to participate/work in, and above all... I basically have 0 friends. In all my classes we have seating charts bla bla bla but on top of that none of my, "friends" are in my classes or either I don't know anyone in the room period. The reason I said, "friends"is because I've never had true friends and I feel like I can't fit with then simply because they do completely different things from what I do (if you want an example ask for one I'm not writing all that shit). Anyways getting to the point, the people I knew last year avoid me, straight up! And it pisses me off! I didn't do anything to deserve being treated this way by everyone I meet they either avoid me, make fun of me and underestimate me, or act like they're doing me a favor by just saying hi. Just today in language we were given a group activity. One person in my group only helped a little, and this girl the teacher put in our group refused to help at all. It's ridiculous how theirs always some major issue that I have to deal with alone while everyone around me criticizes me and then I end up here, like some lame bastard that has to hide behind a computer screen to ask for help because in real life no one wants to listen to me because they think my problems are dumb. Anyways I'm going to sleep so PLEASE if you have some advice leave it here. Thanks for taking the time to read this. Also I have a low tolerance today so any asshole comments will get downvoted so dont fuck with me! I've had enough of that already and I just want some peace.
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I'm sorry to hear all that. But it is just the beginning, and things are always like that starting out. I'm supposed to be in school, but I've missed a year of it due to chronic pain and health issues. It completely destroyed a part of my life and robbed me from what I wanted to do. I had no choice. At least you can take action and tell them to STOP harassing you. They are insecure and lame and you shouldn't sit back and take it. If it bothers you, say something. Ignoring them only does so much good. But yes, being bombarded by depressing or hate filled thoughts can consume you.. I know that from experience. Have hope and keep your head up. Don't ever take something if you don't like it.0