So yeah I took a lot of tests online to check, all of them said I'm bipolar, I suffer from anxiety and depression, I have some serious low self esteem issues as well and it is quite serious. I want to get help but I don't want to tell anyone at all about it. If I do get help irl, my family will get to know. If I get it online, that requires money and I'm pretty young so I'll have to ask my parents for money and i will have to tell them the reason x_x What do I do?
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Don't waste your time getting help from a professional. Thus is what helped me.
First forget about those online tests, they are made to be negative and usually are not made by doctors or psychologists. So forget what the I ternet says, it's just making you feel worse.
2nd, learn something outside of school, like me, I learned how to make an electric guitar a few years ago... most people can't do that, it's an awesome thing to know how to do. I might be able to make a small business within the guitar world... I'm going to be speaking to a music store owner hopefully this week about putting my products for guitar on consignment. This means that the product is in his store and if it sells, he gets 30℅ of the profit and I get 70℅ of it. I'm not selling guitars to people, but a small part of one that captures the sound of the strings of electric guitars.
Try to find new or different friends, or any friends if you don't have any. Join a sport that you like, on want to try, that will give you more friends, they may not be amazing friends at first but they can definitely help.
Get a job, you can make friends there
Then if you really feel the same then you can go to a doctor. But try these things first. Forgot about the internet, get a hobby where you can create, get into a sport or involved with a good cause, try to make new friends or gain some that you dont have1