I wanna make my own decisions and make them with no hesitation. I find my self always going aling with everything my parents do my friends my family. expect girlfriends i can never let no hie explore my mind lol. But honestly why is it so hard to let go of the repercutions and feel free. I wanna do what makes me feel happy but i just can't shake the fear of failing so going along with others ideas and plan makes it alright. Cause if it fails at least i know im not the one failing. ..