- I didn't care. I didn't crave sexual relations anyway
- I would've preferred to have sexual relations, but it didn't bother me much
- It bothered me somewhat
- It bothered me considerably
- It bothered me a lot
- It bothered me extremely
- I was never unable to engage in sexual relations that I desired
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I've known from earlier on in my youth that I have a high sex drive and also, was opened to sexual experiences earlier on in my life, say grade 3-4. Anyhow, from those experiences, that's when I figured I was a sexual person (well conscious I guess you could say since we all are really sexual beings). However, my father is an Anglican minister and my parents came from a highly religious place, Barbados. So this contradicted one another for sure. It was a struggle internally for me to be "the good minister's son", but I still wanted to explore my sexual desires and women for sure. Fuck I love women's bodies. But their minds confused me as to what they were looking for. AS well, I knew I was limited in experiences, but just from what porn I got into contact with through friends at the time, as well as through a good female friend that lived down the street from us (naughty tomboy). Anyhow, I just sort of dealt with it by porn and masturbation and occasional luck from girls. But not until I pulled away from my parent's control that I could more freely pursue my sexual desires.
But yeah, I guess we all go through it during our early years unless we work around and outside of our parent's knowledge and control.
I was very frustrated. I was just masturbating all the over the place. I see girl smile at me, masturbate. See teacher cross her legs, masturbate. I was just masturbating to everything and I was just wanting to touch some boobies and see a vagina up close.
After university I got that out of my system though and that helped me to stop masturbating all over the place.
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I was having oral aged 13 sex aged 14 and my mum knew I was active