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Why do I get this way? PLEASE HELP?

I kept hitting my puppy and I felt good doing it, she’s only about 3 months old and he was yelping every time I hit him and once I punched her in the back and she contained to yelp and when I was doing it I felt good and now I’m shaking and I feel absolutely horrible now!! I don’t know why I even do it but it gave me a sense of rush so I continued and now I feel like she hates me and she ran downstairs after and you could tell she was scared and before I started hitting her I full hard pushed her off my bed and she was flipped over and it took her a few seconds to get up and after I started slapping her in the face
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When I came home today she was extremely excited to see me and was jumping around/on top on me and wagging her tail and letting me pet her
Why do I get this way? PLEASE HELP?
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