I haven't felt happy in upwards of 2 years. It's caused me to break up with my girlfriend and loose most of the people around me. My head is constantly spinning around the fact that it won't go away. I've been put on numerous meds, seen countless therapists and I still can't seem to find anything to make me enjoy life. I fight everyday to try and be a better person. I wake up work out maintain a steady job eat healthy and socialize as much as possible but nothing seems to fix it. When will it end?