I haven't told anyone outside 2 friends and the GAG community, they were very helpful. I smile I laugh and I continue living. Aside from the one time the first night I heard the news I have been going as usual. That was a week ago, I have been working and living like I always have, never stopping. Now that I am facing some time off the reality of it sets in... I am scared, I am emotional, and I want nothing more than to break down and have someone comfort me.
I have noticed I want to break down, I want to fall to pieces but I am unable to do anything but carry on like normal. I don't know if there is some psychological reason behind it or what... It's almost maddening to keep moving when you want nothing more than to just fall down and give up.
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Its okay to cry sometimes if you feel like crying..dont be ashamed just because you're a guy. you're only human you know.. and in a girl's perspective, real guys do cry. We all need at least someone to comfort us once in a while..what you're going through is just normal.
almost all people go through hard times at some point of their lives. There are many people who have worse problems than us but are able to get on and continue living and moving on..and
i think the reason why you don't fall down into pieces is because you're strong.
You're strong enough to handle what life throws at you...so just keep moving and don't give up. :)