Most Helpful Guy
I know you won't want to hear this, but time will help.
However what you do also can help, use modern dating things such as tinder or okcupid or the such.
Past that go into an active bar during weekend nights, try get involved and create scenarios where you open possible relationship scenarios.
Other places are this is odd to hear, hobby groups where your forced to interact due to the hobby, thats another common way to open more oppertunity.
Its about not giving up and time. Hopefully you can get someone, the world can be lonely at times but try to survive.
Most Helpful Girl
You sure you need a boyfriend? Relationships come with their own set of stress and struggles. If you're having such a hard time dealing with out own, current problems, what makes you think having someone else's shit to deal with will make you feel any better. Also if you can't get your own shit together, what makes you think you're gonna find someone dumb enough to take on your burdens for you. Also, you're not carrying the weight of the world on your own. You're carrying a small, negligible, miniscule piece of the world at most.