Im tired of being alone. Is it too sad to wanna be in a relationship with someone? I see all my friends in relationships and starting a family. Thats all I want, I just want someone to love and someone who will love me. I wanna have kids too. I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of trying and failing all the time. But I don't know what else to do. Some of my friends suggest dating apps but those don't work unless you pay for them or if it's just for a hookup but I want more than that. I want something real.