How can I get out of this?

So I have this roommate and I honestly complain about her a lot but she’s a handful sometimes. I’m more introverted and she is really outgoing but has adhd and social anxiety at the same time so it’s weird af. We roomed together last year and now we have our own apartment because she wanted one. Obviously things are crazy because of COVID so everything is closed down and no more classes in person. So she has the car and lives an hour away and I literally live4 hours away from home. I’m always missing my family and sometimes I feel alone because she has her boyfriend or her parents come visit her all the time and I don’t have anyone up here and like I said all my family is 4 hours away and I hate it. We have times where we go not speaking to each other. Like today She left and I found out through Snapchat that her boyfriend is down here again and she didn’t tell me! I’m a little pissed because she didn’t speak to me yesterday or anything. she’s normally a good friend and stuff but I feel like she uses that to her advantage and I don’t have anyone. She’s probably gonna bring him over and like I said she didn’t tell me ( she normally does ) and I pay half the rent. I want to move back home so bad because like I said my classes are online and especially because she does **** like this but I don’t think I can break my lease and it will cause a lot of drama. What should I do? I don’t like staying here anymore
How can I get out of this?
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