I was affectionate towards my girlfriend at the beginning, even though she had harsh times when it comes to demonstrating feelings first. No I'm losing it, I don't feel the desire to tell her about my feelings anymore, neither be affectionate in our relationship. She seems like she's trying to be more affectionate, but I don't even want it because it feels little awkward (cause I know it's not how she is).
I meant "now I'm losing it". We've been together for around 1 year by the way.