We love each other with him, we plan our future together. But I have a problem. He's from India and I'm from Hungary. I'm very interested in his culture, I even study about it at university. No matter how much I accept or learn about their traditions, lifestyle and everything, no matter how much I desire to take part in them, I have a frustrating feeling: I'll never hit their level. I feel like I'm “just” European and feel so left out. They celebrated Diwali these days and this emotion just increased. I don't feel enough, that's the main point. He says culture doesn't matter to him that much but still... I can feel the gap. Maybe I can never understand the way another Indian person would. Thank you so much for reading and/or answering.