Why is it suddenly so awkward?

I got to know this guy through online university and we have been texting and calling everyday for 2 months now and we probably won’t see each other until 2022. We live in separate countries, but every time we call now, I feel like it’s so hard to keep up with a conversation with him which results in me wanting to avoid that. I just want to meet up with him and ditch the phone talk but that’s not possible. I feel like we are going to end up losing interest in each other because of how our convos are going. I genuinely don’t feel the thrill anymore, but I really like him as a person so I don’t wanna lose him but at the same time it feels like I will.
Why is it suddenly so awkward?
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