I am 19. I haven’t had a boyfriend or romantic situation since I don't know when. I feel awkward hearing my friends talk about all the guys they talk to. It makes me feel lonely. I really wish I had a guy. I tried to reach out to someone a couple of months ago and it did not go as smoothly as I thought it would. I don't know. I know we’re in a pandemic but it was like this even before it started. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. And I have talked with guys before but I was younger then. My cousins all have someone. What’s wrong with me? I feel like I’m in the same routine every day. Work. Sleep. Work. I wish I had some one to go see. Like everyone else. What can I do to fix this? How can I get someone to notice me?