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A few years ago I was in a complicated relationship with girl that had multiple identity disorder or also known as multiple personality disorder. Her default personality was my best friend, she was attracted to me but just wanted a friends with benefits. Her second personality who was a bit more mature and protective, had access to all the memories of her default personality, and she was in love with me. She also had a third personality that was a 5 year old kid but that's irrelevant to this question. Anyways things eventually got complicated with the friends with benefits, so her default personality told me no more sex. But her mature personality that was in love with me still wanted to have sex and so we did. For years I've wondered, was this rape?


Just some additional notes. Her 2 other personalities are simultaneously conscious even while her default personality is in control. As far as I know, they never sleep. Her default personality however has no episodic memory when any of the other 2 are in control.

I suffered really bad panic attacks twice without realizing I was having a panic attack. I thought I was gonna die. I became sick and weak. I lost appetite. I started having severe constipation. I couldn't breathe. I had to constantly take deep breathes. I couldn't sleep because I was scared that I would die in my sleep. It was really bad. I was so paranoid about what's wrong inside my body. It was only after several tests that came out normal and a mental health counseling, I got significantly better. I realized that it was all in my head. I didn't know my mind could severely affect my physical body. I remember sitting on a chair absolutely weak and tired and thinking I was gonna die. I think it almost killed me. All of that would have never happened to me if I was aware that it was all caused by anxiety in the first place. If I ever get the opportunity to do something for the society, I want to spread awareness about depression and anxiety disorder. I would never wish that experience to my worst enemy. Has anyone experienced something similar?