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My ex dated me and another guy casually while we all worked together. I gave up on her because I didn't want to compete for her. Especially since we all worked together.
She didn't see any issues with that.
She decided she wanted to be with me, but broke up with me not long after because I wasn't the same religion.
We came in contact a few times, but she always took her frustration out on me. But she reached out to me 2 years after our breakup, and said she had a feeling to get a hold of me. She kept saying she was wanting to maintain our friendship, but also that she still had deep feelings for me. But because of the religious stuff, I knew we couldn't be together, so I told her goodbye and I had been in love with her, but she didn't let me go.
She shared how conflicted she was, but later told me she loved me. We made it work, I guess.
But she left on her mission, and pushed me away and didn't care about how I felt, and said it was her duty to the Lord.
She cancelled our arrangements and broke up with me. I then tried to fix things months later, and sent her a heartfelt email trying to fix things. All she cared about at that point was converting me.
She then ignored me for the rest of her mission. Then when I ran into her she blamed the whole relationship failure on me. But she still follows and asks about me to my friends and social media.
Would you care how much you hurt someone by doing all this? She hurt me so much and didn't seem to care.