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My ex-bf who is a year ahead of me in high school. Is about to go to college broke up with me last Monday when school was nearly ending through text saying that he honestly doesn't see this going anywhere, he told me that i ws starting the problems, that he couldn't date all this time and that he knew what he was getting into with me i kept asking what he meant by that but he kept saying that he doesn't know. He was only romantic through texts saying that he wanted to be my first kiss and he sent me pictures of couples cuddling and kissing saying that he wanted that with me but he never held my hand, he never asked me out on a date, he never kissed me he just gave me hugs and we spent time together in school. We had a lot of arguments through text because of this. He said that he doesn't show pda especially since i am not outgoing. Now that we broke up i told him that he broke my heart even though he was kind of sweet about it in the text. he now acts like i don't exist he doesn't initiate texts anymore except for that one time to ask if i was okay and he doesn't even try to see me anymore. This was a lame relationship but it was my first so i am here hurt and he is unchanged i wasn't his first. He told me that we wanted different things that he didn't want anything serious. And i recently did something stupid, i wrote to him telling him how much i missed him and he ignored it and when i asked him why he ignored me he said twice that we are just friends. He is leaving and he isn't even going to say good bye to me.

I had been with my fiancé for about 2 years he lived with me at my parents house and I worked and provide for us cuz he didn't have a job he would get small jobs but they never lasted and I stayed cuz I love him but we would always fight cuz I felt this anger/ resentment towards him cuz I was always working and he never did anything but the deal breaker was last week I found out that he had been cheating on me he met her online in January and then met her in person she was a virgin and they had sex but only half way cuz she couldn't take it ( I talked to her and she told me everything ) he had my brother who's dating my ex bestfriend take him to meet her and he would pick him up and they would give him $ for gas that part hurt more cuz my brother and his stupid girlfriend must really hate me to help him cheat on me when I found out everything I broke up with him and kicked him out i was so hurt i punched him multiple times but anyways he went to live with his mom again and he promises that he will change we are still broken up but he won't stop calling me and I love him and I'm the only one who believes that he will change and that he can become someone in life he says he will do whatever it take to get me back and that he loves me and that he made a mistake and I of course I want to believe him by everyone tells me I should move on and I somewhat agree I feel like if I keep taking to him he will just stay the same but he so far has applied for jobs and i saw him two days ago to leave him his things he left at my house and I couldn't resist him I love him so much and I want to be with him that I slept with him again but it was more than just that we cried and hugged we looked into our eyes and touched each other like it was the last time and I know I shouldn't of but now I'm so confused and I don't know what to do nobody and I mean it when I say nobody wants us to get back together but I don't know what to do I fell so incomplete without him