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You may find this story a fairy tale in course. Maybe even a great, funny story to enjoy. I REALLY need your help. Please read, but if you want to answer and just skip it, please answer and say you skipped this there. I WILL REALLY APPRECIATE SINCERE, USEFUL, ELABORATED ANSWERS, PLEASE...

GIRLS answers are REALLY appreciated

Here it goes. *sigh*

I have known this girl since I was 14 years old. I know I liked her then However, I wasn't looking for anything then, I so was blind. Girls weren't my priority. Time passed, and we became kind of friends, for I was so like her she began to like me-like me. I got to know it, and the very moment I knew she was expecting me to ask her out or sth of the sort, I stood back. I was not looking for anything with any girl then, or maybe she hadn't awaken the love I feel now yet. I just freezed and said nothing, most probably making her feel bad -or at least I would have felt that if I was her then.

Time passed, and she became 15. As promised by her, I was invited to the party, a party that would be a sweet 16 one in my country. As I saw her coming in, she awakened something on me that may never sleep again. I fell in love with her. So much. And she began to forget about me, for now I think of it I guess she had.

Now she had a boyfriend, and so I had to wait. The stupid things they wrote on their fb walls made me so bad sometimes. And the pictures of them kissing. And the words they use. Pure torture. And still I waited. Since then I wrote her three love songs. Beautiful. One of them, "I love you", just as that, being the evolution of my love towards her. And how much I loved her then.

Her relationship wasn't forever and it was over. I guess he cheated on her, perhaps for her not giving him sex or sth like that. Besides, being objective, the guy was ugly. I don't see what she saw on him. And I'm not being just mean for jealousy. Two years passed.

So it was my time to ask her out. When I did, she put a rather silly excuse.The only relationship with her was Facebook chatting. Our friendship was lost, except when I talk to her I talk like if we were friends from a lifetime.

SO HERE'S THE POINT. I'M TOO SHY. SHE LIKED ME ONCE. TIME PASSED. I ASK HER OUT FOR I AM IN LOVE WITH HER. SHE REJECTS ME MAYBE FOR ALMOST LOSING CONTACT (CHATTING REALLY RARELY). 9 MONTHS HAPPENED SINCE I ASKED HER AND WAS REJECTED. WE CHAT EVERY TWO MONTHS, BECAUSE I'M TOO SHY TO CHAT MORE AND BECAUSE SINCE I ASKED HER OUT SHE TAKES TOO LONG TO ANSWER ME EVERY TIME. MAYBE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME. MAYBE I'M BOTHERING HER.

BUT I'M IN LOVE WITH HER.

This is my idea... I WANT TO TELL HER BY Facebook MY LOVE, AND SHOW HER MY SONG RECORDED. TELL HER WHAT I FEEL, NOT EXPECTING ANYTHING. I DON'T FEEL I STAND A CHANCE. BUT I REALLY LOVE HER.

We are both 19 years old now... A long time has passed

WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD DO? CHOOSE FROM THE POLL PLEASE ONLY IF YOU READ THE DETAILS HERE.

Help!

Oh, I love her... I love her so much.