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I've been hanging out with this girl for about 2 1/2 months. She makes me so nervous and she always makes my heart beat out of my chest whenever I'm with her or even just thinking about her. I love spending time with her, even if it turns me into a nervous wreck she makes me happy. We have never held hands or kissed, but we've hugged. She has never said no to me when I ask if she wants to hang out. When we've gone out, she would sometimes bring Chapstick and put it in clear sight then use it, and thinking about it now I realize she was probably trying to get me to kiss her.. I really want to be in a relationship with her, she is really one of a kind and being with her makes me so happy. I know she at least used to like me... I don't know if she still does.. One day I hung out at her place for awhile, and when it was time to leave I drug it out and stayed there for another hour, just trying to work up the nerve to kiss her. My heart was beating out of my chest and I was so lightheaded i couldn't do it... I took so long trying she actually had to be the one to close the door and say bye. Then the next night I had the "brilliant" Idea to come back around 10pm, but when I opened the door and saw it was me she looked at me with sad eyes and didn't really say anything... I tried to get her to give me her phone but she wouldn't, so I gently put my hand around her hand that had the phone and she pulled away. I just wanted her to put down her phone so I could grab her hands and kiss her... Being super nervous and a little frustrated, I just turned around and left... Such a dumb thing to do... I never looked back and I heard the door close about 5 seconds after I walked away. When I got back to my car, I just sat there and berated myself for being so dumb. That was 3 days ago, the last time I saw her. I sent a text later that night saying I shouldn't have come. Then she replied with "okay". I need help... What should I do? I don't want to lose her... I don't know what to do

Not speaking of marijuana. As in drugs as a whole. I think they should not be illegal to begin with as prohibition has created a disaster of problems from violent cartels to a prison over population. As well as other problems that wouldn't be problems if not for prohibition. When portugal decriminalized, drug use actually decreased while rate for people entering rehab to get sober went up, and violent drug offenses went down. I could go on. I think decriminalization of it would be a good way to make people feel comfortable with the idea of legalization. It's a step in the right direction whether you approve of drug use or not. I'll just leave a link if you want to learn more; https://www.stopthedrugwar.com