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theres a pain inside of me that no one understands.

the images of my past

flash pass my eyes as i lay there and cry i wish my boyfriend coudl help me but yet he doesnt even uderstand me.

i gave him a book to read that talked about suicide and yet i dont think he even took the time to read it,

i wish there was someone i could go to, to ask for help but my family frowns down at me and dont want to talk to me.

if only my grandma was alive. if she was here then nothing would be wrong. but she is dead and my boyfriend wont listen so i ask you guys what do i do? i have no one that i can talk to.

does anyone want to talk to me?

or

can i die?