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Hey everyone Im a teen guy from sweden hope this isn't to long for you to read I tried to keep it short :(. 2 Months ago I got together with my frist girlfriend ever. I love her so much and she is one of the few things I have worth living for. I would do anything for her she is just the light of my world. We just get along really well in basically every way possible and we share many interests its just been so great for me. When Im with her it really feels like almost all my problems just goes away. The problem is that I have for several years been suffering from depression. And during this past year it has gotten a lot worse (before I met her) and its not like it's gotten better just because I met her depression simply doesn't work like that. So some days I just have it extra bad and I just feel so sad my self hatred grows etc. and I just can't talk to anyone. Not even her. Because I dont want her to see me like this. Sometimes we have decided to go to a movie maybe but It turns out to be one of my worse days and I just end up staying at home crying while I tell her that Im sick. The reason why I can't tell her is that I love her too much. If I tell her that Im suffering from depression and everything that comes with it she might not wanna be with me anymore. Which I mean would be understandable. No girl wants to be with a wuss, a crybaby, a loser. Guys shouldn't really feel these sorts of things. Sometimes she notices that Im sad and asks what is wrong but I can't even figure that out myself its just so many things that is wrong with me. I'm going to start taking anti depressive medication soon and it might fix me a bit so that these problems might decline and I dont have to tell her. Hope you understood this because my English is pretty bad :/. So I guess this question is mostly for girls. If you found out your boyfriend suffered from depression and these sorts of obsessive thoughts would you: