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Maria is 20 years old. Her boyfriend John is 20 as well. Maria cheated on John with three different men and made a sex rape with two of them. Maria told John that she was raped by one of the guys and showed him fake bruises , John who was paying for her college, food, and bought her a 900 dollar phone was in rage and killed one of the men. Maria then told police that she wasn't raped at all and the sex tape was consented. John was given 50 years in prison and Maria had to serve two months of community service and a year later she found a new guy to have sex with and plans on getting married and taking the rest of johns college money

Basically, I was meant to be walking over to his house to visit him tonight after I'd eaten my dinner.

However, he lives in the same suburban area as a guy who tried to force himself (sexually) when I was drunk at the age of nineteen (5 years ago). To be honest, that whole situation took its toll on me, and I never wanted to see the guy's face again, which makes it risky when my current boyfriend lives pretty close to him.

So yeah, as I was about to turn into my boyfriends street tonight, the guy who tried to take advantage of me turned into the street driving his car. I kinda slowed my pace in the hope he'd go into his house before I walked on to the street. But he didn't, he kinda loitered in his car. So I decided not to take the turn off, I just kept walking away from the situation.

I asked my boyfriend to come get me, and I explained why I didn't walk down to his house. He was clearly annoyed (he had been working all day) and seemed moody with me. He then said 'I don't understand why you couldn't just walk 30 metres to my house with your hood up, you had to call me instead' - which got me upset and angry because I really didn't wanna face that guy, it would only bring back bad memories for me.

So I basically then left my boyfriends house after his comment and he was like 'oh so you'll walk past his house now?' And I was so annoyed I was just like 'watch me'. At which point he raced out the house after me and offered to take me home or back to his house if I wanted.

I opted for home, and then he admitted he was being an 'ass hole' but by this time I was crying anyway. So I just exited his car and haven't heard from him since. Did I overreact or am I right in saying he could have been more understanding?

We were wrestling/fighting as usual. Just being funny but slightly serious. When we wrestle he sometimes pins me in very compromising positions or say things like "why don't you just submit?" or "you like to struggle don't you.. Huh?". Never thought much of it as we were just being playful. The other night we were wrestling bc of some petty argument lol don't remember. Note: He is 6'1 about 180lbs, Im 5'4 and 130lbs. He's super strong and I found out to free myself I could just go for his butt lol or butthole lmao and he just jumps and clenches up real quick, letting me go. I've been using this tactic for a while. Back to the other night, at one point of tbe wrestling he goes "im going to rape you one day"? We were playing so I laughed it off and said he wouldn't and he says that I didn't know that... Now thinking about it this wouldn't be the first time he had said something similar. We have been dating for 1.5 years. The first time we had sex (my first time) and i remember it being rapey (its a long story, message me if you want to know about it). I didn't know how to feel about that so I kinda blocked it. I remember how the other day he got turned on when he found me quietly crying when we were cuddled up. I have asked him if he has rape fantasy and he said no but he found it hot if I cried asking him to stop? I don't know if he still thinks so bc that was a fee months ago.

He is a bit of a psycho but I don't see him hurting me like that. He tells me that im his life and that I mean the world to him. He worries about my safety and is very protective. Given what we both went through and how our lives crossed twice. He believes I saved him. Hoping it's a bad joke and that im not thinking way too much into this. He's 19 im 20. My second first serious relationship.