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Last month or so, he & I spent a day together, then we went to his apt and he cooked lunch/dinner. We watched a movie and after a few minutes of sitting awkwardly, he finally put his arm around me. I went to the bathroom once and when I got back it was awkward again, so to break that I leaned into him and he put his arm back around me. He drove me home. The second time, a bunch of us went to a school event to write a paper for our ballroom class, then dinner & karaoke, and at the end of the night I slept over at his apt - my idea. He prepared the guest bed for me, but I think we both knew I wouldn't be sleeping there... We just cuddled up and slept though. For the final exam, we danced together as usual (but i mean, he dances with other girls too), and we were flirty as we always are (or were...) - it could have just been a dance thing for him though - it was for me at first, but then I fell for him after the first time I spent a day with him. Earlier today, I was on my bike and we bumped into each other. He acts like that night never happened - maybe because it didn't mean anything to him - maybe I was just like a cuddling pillow to him, I don't know. I've been trying to prepare myself for this - whatever this is between us - to end because it's not going anywhere plus he's super smart and I don't want to feel the stress of having to keep up - wow, I just realized how stupid that sounds for an excuse to give up on sb - but it's true. ANYWAY, so far it's not going well because I can't let go! He's been distant lately. He doesn't snapchat me like he used to unless i initiate and he's too busy to hang out. Actually, he asked to hang out a few times too, but I was busy then. Right. Anyway, we're all going out this weekend and I'm planning on upping my game plus making it more clear to him that I'm into him - but I'm worried that he's distant because he's NOT interested, that he was just playing and stopped when he got bored of me. He does have a lot of female friends.