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actually he's an ex, but i was just wondering. my family is really unstable and my parents are always fighting. the loud slams of the door or shoutings and throwing things still scare me even though I've been living with it for very long. whenever it happens, I'll get really scared, angry and sad that my family is like this and i can't have a peaceful and happy family. when that happens, i used to always rant to my boyfriend and text him things like "my parents are fighting again". or when my mum has her mood swings and take it out on me, I'll text him things like "i hate my life". even though im not diagnosed with clinical depression, i know I've been suicidal at times and at those times, i used to text him things like "i want to kill myself" because i really needed someone for me. most of the time he tries to comfort me. but there are also many instances where he didn't say anything or totally ignored what i texted him. when that happens, i usually get really angry and scold him. i used to think it's his fault for not caring about me. but a few days ago i ranted to a guy that im dating and he told me "I'm not your therapist". so it hit me really hard. was it my fault for ranting to him? i didn't rant very often by the way, maybe twice a week. sometimes i dont tell him when shit happens. i feel that if the person i love ranted to me everyday, i wouldn't mind and i would be here for him to listen and to give him advice. but is it wrong to expect the person im with to do the same thing back?

we have been together for almost a year
he was a great guy and treated me so well
he used to call me everyday just to talk and check up on me, he used to offer me a ride home after a night out with my friends, he used to tell me he loves me everyday and calls me beautiful often.
He used to come to see me often during week and always tries to make time for me
But i screwed up.
I was a complete bitch 😔
I really liked him a lot but I was too guarded and took him for granted
I never said I love you back in the relationship, I get mad over little and stupid things, I expected him to do things for me, when im mad at him I would ignore his calls and messages or I would just hang up during the call and he would always call me back
But few days ago he broke up with me because he thinks its not working out and that he's had enough of everything and feel like being single now and wanted to focus on himself (his life, job)
I was crying the whole few days after and decided to message him a long essay how im sorry about everything I did and wanted a second chance and if we could talk over phone or meet up in couple of day to explain myself
He replied: "thnks for message, i dont mind seeing u in couple of days. i just broke it off coz i wanted time to myself and want to be alone and that i dont want to give flase hope about us. but i can come on the weekend so we can chat about it if u want"
I replied "ok thats alright then, i understand. Take care"
and then he replied "you take care too and let me know if u ever wanna hang out to movies or to eat out somewhere :)"
and then 10 minutes later he texted me again saying: "if u still need to talk i can still come bcoz i rather hear it from you than on text but up to u :)"
and i said "ok u can come on weekend and we can chat then"
Why did he agree to meet me? I said "ok its alright, take care" after his reply. And then he just double texted me saying "if u still need to tlk i can still come and better to hear from u in person" .. 😮