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So there is this girl who in all my college classes, I met her during the first weeks of college and have known her for a bout 2 years now. We are pretty different people but actually get along great and actually became good friends. We text each other and hang out outside of school a nice bit. We also seem to have this weird thing where we can joke or say something with classmates around and no one understand it, but we just look each other in the eyes and the other gets it. It has also happened when something is bothering us or is upset, just some eye contact and the other knows something is up. We also have this weird thing where we both pick on each other, like if you didn't know us you would think we hate each other but its just us having fun. When I first met her she had a boyfriend but they broke up about a year ago. When they did break up she told me how she needed to be single and to call her stupid if she tried to get into a new relationship to soon. During this time I guess I started to like her but with her saying that I never told her, but we did get closer, texting flat out. Even her friends mentioned how close we were getting. Then during a party at a classmates house she hooked up with a guy from school who already graduated. I wasn't overly big on that happening so I kind of distanced myself from her, no texting or hanging out. She ended up getting into a relationship with the guy and they have been dating for a few months now. After seeing her in a relationship with this guy though it hit me how much I do actually like her. Then last night we were at a class party and she was trying to pick on me by trying to give me hugs and being touchy feely with me, which she knows I dont like. But I still question if she likes me more than as a friend. I know she has a boyfriend now but I'm wondering if I should still tell her I like her even though I know it's to late. Should I tell her? Do you think it is a good idea? Can any good come from that or only bad?

I will attempt to condense this story as well as I can without omitting any salient details. Bear with me lol. Back in high school I worked at a restaurant as a dishwasher. At the time, I had been in a serious relationship with someone for over a year, so infidelity was not something I intended on committing because of my own personal morality. Naturally my coworkers and I became friends as we were the people with whom we spent every one of our weekends with, and as anyone with any work experience knows "cliques" are formed. Two other dishwashers, the bartender, and I formed a clique which ultimately dissolved after we all quit at various points in time. We kept in contact to some degree after we all moved on to other things, but eventually that all ended as do most relationships of that nature, even though we spent virtually every day and most of our lives together at work and even got together off hours. Life went on... kind of. After working with her for a few months and getting to know her more, I found myself quite enamored with the bartender. She was six years older than me, and although I'd found beautiful the first time I met her (I knew her somewhat before I worked there) I found myself thinking about her instead of my girlfriend. I walked the line between guilt and uncertainty as I pondered the possibilities. I would feel guilty if I left my girlfriend for another girl, and I was quite certain my feelings were unrequited. But she (the bartender) would text me a lot and the one time we ever drank together she was touchy feely with me. Is it possible those were signs of interest? Or was I looking too far into it because of my own feelings for her? I only find myself thinking about that time of my life occasionally, but I feel dissatisfied with the whole situation. Would it be a better idea just to leave it alone and let it remain a mystery? Or should I tell her about my true feelings? Would she think it was creepy if she had absolutely no feelings for me?