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My guy friend/crush knows I like him. We have expressed our love for each other and he says he doesn't love me romantically, but he won't say exactly how. He never backs away from my touch, we sit glued to each other's sides with our arms and legs pressed together for hours. He is ALL up in my personal space! I've had my hand on his thigh, played with his ponytail and caressed his face. He's kissed me on the cheek and touches me on the arm/back/shoulder every time we are together. He seems to like to pat/rub my shoulder a lot, lol! What is that about, guys?

The last time we hung out he was eating an Italian ice, nudged me and held out a bite on his spoon. Instead of taking the spoon I bent down to it and let him feed me. So he HAS to know I'm into him, right? We are also very emotionally intimate and talk about sex and everything else, including our problems with our respective bf and gf, etc.

He keeps picking crazy fights with his gf, blowing up at her and saying they should break up. He has broken up with her before but she won't accept it so he stays with her. He keeps telling me he "loves her to death"but he's bored with the same person after a year. Isn't saying but after I love her a bad thing? I asked him point blank if he was IN love with her and that was his answer. He said he can't seem to "shake her". WHY does he tell ME these things? Is he waiting for me to make a move? He has to know I want him by now. I jokingly told him to break up with her when he said she likes Previous Moments and he said he just had broken up, but not really. It's not my job to tell him to dump her; He has to decide.

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So I had this shallow crush for this guy a couple months back just to get over my other crush. I rarely talked to this one just admired him. Then I got over my other crush after a couple of days. I told this guy after a month and a half that I had a crush on him. He told me he wasn't concentrating on love until grde twelve because of his lacrosse scholarship he wants and he wants better grades in school. His close friend (who is a close friend of mine from 11 years or so now) told me he isn't into dating really. I got over him a bit after singing an insulting song about him for a week. Then subconsciously I kept looking in cars while I was in the car wondeeing if he was in one. I got back to liking him and I think I was just trying to fool myself before. Whenever I sleep I dream of him. Whenever I see his name on Twitter or his picture I melt. Whenever I hear his name I jump a bit and get butterflies even when it is a different person with his name. I walk down the streets and look around to see if he miraculously will walk by my area. I wonder where he might live. Whenever I am ontop of life I think "haha I don't need him" but apparently I do if I can't stop thinking about him and when he is the first thing that pops into my mind. When I see a lacrosse stick I am sick to my stomache. Everything reminds me of him, even when I was eating poutine and I remember he told me that was his favorite food. What is going on wih me? Am I just an obsessive frightening stalker, or am I inlove? I am not known for being obsessive, and I don't think of anything innapropriate so its not as if I want him in that sense. I am known for being sweet and small and cute and kind so I don't think I could be a stalker. Any help please?