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So they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and that's why I've asked this question, did the dissapointment and heartache of your life actually make you stronger and a beter person or did they emotionally break you down?

So I'll give a personal example.

When I was 16 I fell in love for the first and last time, the guy had been my friend for over two years and he stood by me through and through... he was my night in shining armour that protected me from bullies and bitches, he was my best friend that I could talk to about anything and everything and he was just amazing in every way... even though he wasn't my type i genuinely fell for him... anyways we were in grade 10 and he became a leader.. big whoop suddenky this grade 8 girl started liking him and he told me about her... since I was shy i told him to go for it... they dated for two months and then she destroyed him by running after his friends and flirting with all types of guys... .. so they broke up and he was broken and i fixed him... I was there for him... I'd answer the phone at 2 in the morning when he wanted to talk and i even joined a sporty guys... like I stage after school to do sports with him.. that's how much I loved him so then I confessed and the day I confessed was the day he got back with his ex.

That genuinely hurt me and I cried for so long... he's still one of my best friends even though I loved him..

But the way this incident affected me was that it made me too scared to fall in love again, instead of making me stronger it broke me down and because it hurt so bad i don't want to feel it again ever! I refuse to give any guy the chance to get close to me.

So for me instead of making me stronger that incident really broke me down.

So does the saying "what doesn't kill you makes you stronget" actually make sense to you and your personal experiences?

Be honest please! I don't need to you act like you like me when you really don't! Also it would be great if you could suggest things for me to improve on! ( you don't have read all of it, just rate me based on the parts you read)

A little about myself:
-I am not afraid to speak my mind, but also I know when it isn't appropriate to express opinions
- by being nice to most people, I try not to offend people for no reason (but I am not nice to everyone)
- Sometimes I'm pretty extroverted but mostly I'm pretty shy and quiet
-I consider myself pretty mature for my age
-I am not what guys consider to be super attractive ( in terms of looks) but I am around average
-I like to write about my life, take polaroids, and make videos of me and my friends
-I do well in school, but also I procrastinate and I get lazy
- I don't play lots of sports, but I tend to skateboard and rollerblade a lot
-I love painting and drawing (which makes me enjoy lots of school projects a lot)
-Sometimes, I get really insecure. It makes me feel bad about myself and really disappointed with my performance, which is why I am a perfectionist
-Sometimes my goals can make me act in a different way than I normally would
- I really love the whole tumblr clothing/ lifestyle but I am not on the website, nor do I have lots of social media. (just snapchat)
-Really love cooking
-I feel like I have many friend groups, but none of them are close with me because I feel like I don't belong completely to one group
-I've played piano in the past but my experience with playing music really sucks. It's not one of my passions.
-I am trying to use the internet less because I feel like there is so much more I could be doing with my life
-Many people ask what I do for fun, but they honestly don't understand that I am willing to try anything
-I suck at swimming
-I get jealous and mad easily, but I never say anything out loud and pretend I'm not feeling that way
- I have trust issues