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We've been on n off for almost 10 years. The cycle typically goes together, with other people, (admittedly selfish) start seeing each other again and end up cheating on our respective partners, break up with respective partners, back together again.

I won't get into why weve broken up because to be honest we were immature when we first got together and broke up for immature decisions, then we lived in different states, and yes at one point there was some wrong doing in both our parts. So its varied a lot as to why its been on n off.

The last 4 of those years though we were together 2 and then in other relationships the last two, of which there was only a couple months that we had no contact. Though an effort was made not to get involved physically for a good yr almost, and then we blew that the last yr.

I care about him and would like something more. Thats why I've stuck around, waiting for our timing to be right i guess.

But some days i think he must be in love with me. Others that i couldnt be more wrong and that he just has some reason that i dont seem to understand for not ever really moving on from us.