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This is kind of personal question but both sides of my heart are arguing back and forth over this topic.

Long story short, My girlfriend was under the assumption I've been cheating on her occasionally when I haven't and even if i tried, i couldn't go through with it. So a couple of days ago, she got drunk and gave a bj to some guy. I found out by her accidently texting the details of the night with excitement that was supposed to go to her friend but it went to me instead, When i confronted her about, she lied and said it was her friend borrowing her friend than eventually she admitted it was herself.

I felt so hurt and i did snap at her, she was litterally the center of my life, I used to rush home on purpose to talk to her after work, almost everyday. It brought such happiness to my soul being with her but now and I know she felt the same exact way for me. Now I feel confused. I only want her, so what now? is there hope for us?

If you were in my shoes, Be honest, what would you do?

My girlfriend was seeing her coworker behind my back. For months. I cheated first but it was just one time. Almost two years ago. I never felt worse. I caught her the first time and she broke up with me to be with him. A month later she calls and says she wants to be with me. Months later I get a feeling she's doing it again but she denies it. Then the guy texts me, asking if I'm fucking "his" gf cuz they never broke up. I try to brake up with her but she promises she'll end it for good and she'll quit her job. After taking a break I ask where's this going. Then she gives me that line. I ask if we should just go our separate ways and she says no, she still loves me. She wants to start fresh. What should I do?