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No, I don't. I try to be a good person and I hate it. I wish I was more selfish and a asshole. Genuine good people are often abused. People do terrible things and get away with it while nice people suffer. A silent voice is the perfect example. The deaf girl is constantly being fucked over. Proof that being nice gets you nowhere

Long ago when we were younger, my boyfriend once admitted he wanted to get me pregnant. He changed his mind when I said ''If you ever get me pregnant, I'm going to abort it, I never want kids ever''. On another day, I told him that I can trip on purpose and pretend it was a miscarriage. I was then 19/20.

Then from 2015-2019, I was suffering from low blood counts. If I had given birth by then, it would cause a massive internal bleeding and possible death.

We got back together years later in 2016. We've been in a long distance relationship since and I've remained childless at the age of 33. I had dreams that I would never have a child. If there is anyone I would've wanted if I had the power is switch back time and bear him a child, erase those horrible words. We would've been happily married and our would've been 13 years old by now. I can't and I feel this is my karma now. Is it?