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My ex girlfriend dumped me a few weeks ago because of my drinking problem. Alcohol turns me from a nice sweet guy to a rude argumentative yelling a**hole. She said she doesn't love me anymore, because I am not the man she fell in love with in the beginning. She said I have blown all my chances (we have fought and broken up a couple times in the last year). I tried begging, pleading, and crying (I know the OPPOSITE of what you are supposed to do) for another chance promising to never drink again. She stated I would never quit (I had tried before for 42 days only to fail). She then told me to have a nice life and blocked me. Since then, here is what has happened:
-I have been sober 18 days
-I see a therapist and am prescribed antidepressant a drug that helps reduce alcohol cravings
-I have been eating healthier, exercising, and have lost 15 pounds (I admit I have become overweight)
-She unblocked me and invited me out for ice cream. We went out for ice cream, went back to my place, played Call of Duty, and she slept over (no sex). Just cuddling and she held my hand all night.
-The next night, she came over after work (she is a waitress and works late) and slept over. We couldn't get our clothes off fast enough... let's just put it that way
-After the sex, she told me multiple times how she has missed me
-The next morning, while at work, we were snapchatting casually. I started throwing in a little flirting, and she got upset. She said I was starting to cross a line. I then asked her if she meant what she said last night about missing me. She said "Yes... but I don't want to admit it." I then brought up how passionate last night was, and she replied saying it was a mistake and never should have happened
-I asked her besides my drinking, what hesitations does she have about getting together. She said she doesn't want to fall into the same trap again
-She then said she can't do this anymore, and proceeded to block me

Will she eventually unblock me/come back? I love her..

So to start off lemme tell u some back ground info. I know this girl named Taylor (Tay for short) I've known her for about 3 years now, and the first day i met her I fell in love. I can't really describe the feeling i got except that i loved her... So about 1 1/2 years after i met her i told her how i felt, she told me she "doesn't feel exactly the same way But things could change." Now being the worrisome guy i am I thought it was completely over at that point, But she did things i didn't except, She stared at me from across the room at get together and the like, and I remember I was with some friends and she was with me, she sat in the back seat with me and me and her just starred at each other for like 10 seconds straight, till I HAD to look away... (she was just to pretty i guess) We took group photos and she would grab my hand and pull me close to her when we did, she also would walk outside and look behind her kinda to tell me to walk with her, she would wave her hand to gesture for me to walk next to her... then she stopped all of a sudden, and her brother told me she didn't like me... she according to her friends she was seeing another guy this lasted for about 3 months... then she came back... and keep in mind those 3 months were very very stressful... So she came back, and she would seem to jokingly threaten me, tell me she was gonna beat me up hit me etc. But she told me to read a story of hers once (shes a writer soo) this story was about love and her being with her husband and them spending time together ( i summed it up cause i have about 400 characters left) So when i mentioned she put the word U instead of you she got really really close, like 1 inch from my face I was sitting in a chair and she kinda leaned over my shoulder... but at times that day I would catch her looking at me then she would look out the window of the car, she also bought me frys from MD's But I NEED to know, should I keep her... Even though her friends say she doesn't like me?