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Best friends for 5 years. Stayed up all night, had fun, did whatever, didn't get bored of each other, shared the same interests. Then he acted like he liked me, so I finally admitted I liked him back. We acted like a couple... stayed up all night, cuddling, talking about where we'd travel, what we want to do with our lives etc. Then when it came to kissing he told me I could kiss him, but he wouldn't kiss me. Then, when I went back to school (we live on opposite coasts) he said he just wanted me and that he was just physically attracted to me... oh but I was still his best friend.

Then a year later he said he just don't click anymore, that he just used me because he was lonely and wanted to know what it was like to have a girlfriend. Naturally, I was upset and said if he used me we should stop talking for some time and revisit friendship again later. Then he wrote me letters about how much he loved me "as a friend" and named a love song for me.

We eventually spoke again, he told me he was over the past and didn't want to talk about what he did and that I should be over it too. Then he told me that the love song he picked was what he thinks I think about him. So d-baggy.

I finally told him about all the lies, I had it in writing. He told me he needed time to think, wrote me back two weeks later saying how he hasn't figured out everything, but still really wants to be friends. I wrote him back and said I wasn't ready for it and I didn't think he was either. He wrote me back and made me promise to talk to him again! Did I make the right decision in telling him we aren't speaking for a while?

1.5 years ago my guy friend pretended to like me. we've always kind of had a thing for each other in some shape or form, but we've been really good friends for many years. he told me he just used me because it was convenient, he wanted a girlfriend and that it might have been subconscious revenge for breaking his heart in high school. so anywho, time went by and I was very upset... so I told him we couldn't be friends anymore. what kind of friend uses another friend like that?

More time went by and he started writing me the "I miss you, I love you (as a friend), I want you in my life, I don't deserve you" kind of stuff. we'd talk on the phone for an hour almost every time he talked... he even picked a really romantic love song that reminds him of me!

so then I got the impression he liked me... not that that made me like him AT ALL. he and I are so not meant to be. we used to get along very very well, but now all we do is fight when we get together. not outward fighting.. but he knows when I'm annoyed and when I'm annoyed he just pushes right back. he argues with me about my own personal beliefs. I try to be friendly and make normal jokes and be myself around him and he just looks at me like a deer in headlights and then comes back with some snappy comment that doesn't sound very nice. he's so uncomfortable around me, I can't stand it. I can't be myself at all. it's just better if I am entirely quiet. we went out to eat the other day and we were ordering appetizers, he gave me his top three picks and had me pick 1 out of the three, but neglected to even ask me if those were 3 of any of the items I wanted. anyways, it's complicated, but we're fighting and I'm really done with it. I grew up, I don't need to be treated poorly. I just don't know where to go from here, every time I tell him we can't be friends he desperately tries to make it up to me... and then fails whenever he's in a group of people. he becomes rude, arrogant, selfish and annoying. I know that I have a problem with him, but why should he have one with me? what can I do to make him feel more comfortable around me?