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We were boyfriend and girlfriend for less than a week in September, but I dumped him brutally because he was always talking stupid stuff I did not care about. I was brutal and claimed that I never wanted to see him again. Weeks later though, we got really close, and soon started meeting again until we had sex. 2 weeks after the sex I asked him to forgive me and to give me a second chance. Now we've been in a relationship for more than a week.

Truth is, I am self-confident and many people tell me I am hot, beautiful, etc. But when we are outside, I could see my boyfriend's eyes on other girls (some of which don't even look half as good as me). That just p*sses me like hell! I haven't told him to stop, I'm afraid he'll say I'm paranoid and desperate (which I am not). So in return, I always talk about guys in front of him: "Hey did you see that dude's blue eyes; my-my if he ever stepps through my door, he just doesn't know what I'll do with him!"

And yesterday he told me: "Hey, why don't you date one of your neighbors?"

And I was about to say: "Because I'm already dating you, duh!"

Instead, I said: "Do you insist? What do you expect me to do? Sleep with my neighbor and then come to you and tell you in details how good he was in bed? Don't challenge me to do it."

And he told me: "No, I'm not challenging you. I'm just saying... if you like him better than the person you're already with, then... go ahead."

And I told him: "If I didn't like the person I was with much enough, I would've simply not originally dated you in September!"

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK?

- Does he even give a f***ing sh*t about me?

- Was I wrong to hurt "an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth" by talking about guys myself?

- How do I make him stop looking at other girls... or is it just part of his jerky nature?

I have too guy friends( who are best mates) who I have known for adages there both cute and act extremely sweetly and are al round sweet, there both keen on me but I don't want to ruin the friendship as they both like me I don't want to pick one,and hurt the others feeling's... How to find out a way to date one and not hurt either of them in the process? Were all close... And I can feel the tension and competitiveness between them already!