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OK so Ill be almost graduating in May, I keep sucking it up like my friends tell me to. And I do want to save money. 4 years in college while living at home had its ups and downs, but we fought so so much. There were many times where I gave my dad the silent treatments and other times at my mom. My mom was my best friend, but I don't trust her like used to. Its all too complicated.. parents are supposed to be honest and true. Do they love me probably? But they think they can act/say stuff and that they'll get away with it ..and that since I'm their daughter I

I'll forgive and move on? But honestly, little things have been piling up and its a big deal now. I am not on any speaking terms with my parents just short phrases. What gets on my nerves is when I know they are about to have sex. They know I'm still awake..uhg I find it rude. I don't have a boyfriend. I have some close friends and keep myself busy with work/school/hobbies. But I feel alone.. how do you deal with your parents? Have you ever given them the silent treatment?

It's almost Christmas, there's presents for me..but it doesn't matter. It's just a regular circle.. we become a family, then fight, family, then fight..its the same BS all over again. If they were friends I would drop connection but they are my parents. I am appreciative, I'm just tired of living here. So how do you deal?