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Long story short:

My fuckbuddy and I text and call regularly since we’ve got to know each other 9 Monats ago via tinder. I’ve catchend feels but didn’t tell him, but I bet he knows. He‘s been in Paris for vacation and didn’t text me for a week (which isn’t the issue). As soon as he came back, he just sent me a song without any other comment. (He’s not good when it comes to feelings)

Question @ guys: is it just a random song or does it have a meaning to him?
If it does, please share your opinion! 🙏🏽

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LYRICS translated (QQUN - Noir)

“Black as the autumn sky at night
Like my thoughts on a rainy day
Like life without a best friend
Gray as a hopeless day
Like this guy in the back of the bar
Like a film in white and black
Black, like the love that I have for myself
Like my heart right now
Like a hole in the door
Like a black and white film
I don't know where it comes from
I know I'm not feeling well
Is it a shared story?
Or my uncertain future?

My hands are cold
My head will blow
I won't let go if you say no no no
I'm confused all the time when you say
I am awake all the time when you play
You say all the time
You play all the time

Black, black, black
And still black
Black, black, black
And still black

White as the glow of melancholy
Like the room I'm in
Like the hair of the aging father
Gray, like life after twenty years
Like people's smiles
Like the memory of the past
Black, like the love that I have for myself
Like my heart right now
Like a hole in the door
Like a black and white film
I don't know where it comes from
I know I'm not feeling well
Is it a shared story?
Or my uncertain future?


My hands are cold
My head will blow
I won't let go if you say no no no
I'm confused all the time when you say
I am awake all the time when you play
You say all the time
You play all the time

Black, black, black
And still black“

Long story short:

My fuckbuddy and I text and call regularly since we’ve got to know each other 9 Monats ago via tinder. I’ve catchend feels but didn’t tell him, but I bet he knows. He‘s been in Paris for vacation and didn’t text me for a week (which isn’t the issue). As soon as he came back, he just sent me a song without any other comment. (He’s not good when it comes to feelings)

Question @ guys: is it just a random song or does it have a meaning to him?
If it does, please share your opinion! 🙏🏽

———————

LYRICS translated (QQUN - Noir)

“Black as the autumn sky at night
Like my thoughts on a rainy day
Like life without a best friend
Gray as a hopeless day
Like this guy in the back of the bar
Like a film in white and black
Black, like the love that I have for myself
Like my heart right now
Like a hole in the door
Like a black and white film
I don't know where it comes from
I know I'm not feeling well
Is it a shared story?
Or my uncertain future?

My hands are cold
My head will blow
I won't let go if you say no no no
I'm confused all the time when you say
I am awake all the time when you play
You say all the time
You play all the time

Black, black, black
And still black
Black, black, black
And still black

White as the glow of melancholy
Like the room I'm in
Like the hair of the aging father
Gray, like life after twenty years
Like people's smiles
Like the memory of the past
Black, like the love that I have for myself
Like my heart right now
Like a hole in the door
Like a black and white film
I don't know where it comes from
I know I'm not feeling well
Is it a shared story?
Or my uncertain future?


My hands are cold
My head will blow
I won't let go if you say no no no
I'm confused all the time when you say
I am awake all the time when you play
You say all the time
You play all the time

Black, black, black
And still black“

This guy and I work together.
Everyone at work thought we had a crush on each other. There were times where he would approach my desk. He even laid his body across my desk to look at my pictures. He pointed to one of my pictures and gave it a thumbs up and said cute. He told me I was socially awkward. He sometimes messes around with me by pulling small pranks. I remember I confronted him about the rumors of us and asked if felt awkward because everyone kept pushing us to get together and I didn't want to upset him with what's circulating. He would get really irritated when people made subtle comments about us. He said didn't feel awkward and didn't deny anything. He joked that we should go on a double date. Another day he told me to take his number down if I want to talk about it more. I didn't take his number but got his social media page.
He started to act weird and ignore me and even talk about me to coworkers. I got upset and he/I didn't talk or interact with each other for a week. I deleted him off social media where he can't follow me or see my post. Then I find out he's seeing another person who used to work with us. She's supposedly engaged to someone else but they've gone on dates. She sent him a romantic gift to our job. So I ended up backing off completely. Fast forward to now, I saw him snooping on my social media page watching my stories. (My profile is public).
We slowly started interacting by making small talk again. He messaged me and asked me to do a favor. I don't know why but I said sure. He wanted me to make something for him. I ended up giving him my number. I did the project for him and he says thank you, he appreciates it. Didn't even say thank you, I owe you one or I'll give you some snacks... Nothing. I don't know if this guy like legit hates me/likes messing around with me for fun.