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I was apologizing to this girl for months over email. She was just my friend but we did not get to know each other well. I kept sending emails begging her to forgive me and sometimes accusing her of not being kind. Finally I prayed and asked God, "Please help me figure out something I can do where she will forgive me. I know you have power over all things, and I know that even though everyone has free will, you put me in this situation for a reason, and your hand was in it, and you are the Almighty God" or something liked that. So I used a mind map to figure out why she did not forgive me, and I realized I never gave her my full effort and I never really humbled myself. So I made an outline and wrote an apology where I told her the good things about her, the bad things I did, and how I did not deserve her friendship or forgiveness, and I resolved to let her go. I also told her she did not even have to read it if she didn,'t want to. I felt so much peace about it unlike all.the other times.

Then when I was not aware I got an email inviting me to connect with her on linkln. For some reason I decided to disobey God so I sent her another email apologizing but this time with self-justification. I.got a message back saying she forgave me but please stop emailing her. While that email was in my inbox and I didn't know about it I chose to send something stupid. So then I felt stupid and tried to fix it with a bunch of emails but she never responded. What does that mean and what should I do?

Do you think she is still willing to forgive me, since it took months before she ever responded?