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When I was born up until 9 my mother would beat me for most of the times no reason or exaggerate my punishments, like push me, whip me and slap me because I look like my dad.
My mother now only tells me that I'm racist because I'm half white or that I'm useless or a pig.
So ever since she got this new friend she has been saying she was going to copy her by leaving me and my 5 year old sister separate.
All she does is go to work and watches old ladies. She told me she doesn't even do anything at work anyway so she wouldn't care at all what we do at home. She has only taken me outside 5 times during this 3 month summer vacation. She makes me look after my crazy sister but tells my sister not to listen to me or help me clean. Now today I accidently left 2 towels before we left to do laundry but we got it back just in time and she told me i was a pig and that I should call my father to come get me. Which i have but my father lives in Australia!!! And he is currently arranging how someone can get me since he is a pilot. I am currently poor and barely have any clothes since I lost 40 lbs.
So now she threatened to call the police on me!!! Im only 15 and I live in the usa. I don't curse at her and I do clean but my mother herself is super messy and my sister even more! Its difficult to catch up and she keeps lying to everyone, exaggerating. I have no family in the usa but my mother and my sweet baby sister.
She also commented how she is mad at me for spending money on a few dolls which i like to collect because they make me feel a lot better but my dad payed for those for my birthday!!! My mother has stopped feeding me and giving me water, today I only ate a banana chip and a veggie which i found because I am starving!!!
Why does she hate me because of my father? I didn't make my father do anything!! I was just a baby! I keep almost fainting and I told my mother but she didn't even care enough to take me to the doctor! I must have low blood sugar!