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I moved up to my boyfriend in New York after we got back together in June this year. Things were going on okay till I started to feel uncomfortable being sexual around him. He started to make me feel bad because I didn't want to and some nights I would wake up to him trying to spread my legs or keep asking me to have sex with him. Here and there I would let him even though I didn't want to. A few times I try to express myself to him and he would cut me off and leave, which led me to have a few anxiety attacks.
On the 11th of September @3 in the morning I made a little joke, "It's early in the morning I'll use my toy tonight you can go back to sleep" and thought he would kid around with me Instead I get this sharp pain on my thigh. Took me a minute to realize he slapped me after he raised his voice at me. I asked him why he hit me and his response was "I didn't hit you I was trying to tap your butt, but missed." Since that night I couldn't sleep, I didn't feel loved or want to be there anymore. I thought he changed after high school.
In our Senior year late January of 2014 he raped me, but said he was just "playing around and didn't mean to do it." This incident led me to depression and bad habits.
So after he hit me (present) I started to get depressed again, having anxiety, and had nobody to talk to. Since I got there I was mostly down in the basement for the two months I stayed there with nothing to do beside watch youtube videos. I made a mistake in sending a guy photos of me (bad habit), yes I do know it's a form of cheating I made a mistake :(. Soon he found out and told his family and friend what I did and made and a lie; for 3 days I was getting mistreated without knowing why until the day I left. Ever since then his whole family been sending me messages. I feel hurt because they never gave me a chance to speak and when I finally said something they call me a cheater, a scum, slut, liar. While he is the Angel and hero in everybody's eyes. What should I do?

Maria is 29 years old and has a 11 year old son named Dustin. She tells Dustin that he's worthless, stupid, punched him in the face, and slapped him. Dustin had a 14 year old cousin who used to physically assault him and pull his hair out. Dustin cried, vomited but his mother did nothing to stop it. She says he deserved it, then told him he should of been aborted. Later that day Dustin tells her that he was sexually assaulted by her boyfriend and Maria says it's his fault. Dustin tried to be a good child but even at school he was bullied because he was so small. His mother tells him to be a man and life isn't easy. Dustin cries himself to sleep every night and starts cutting himself to deal with the pain. Does Maria deserve to die?

Guys, do you playfully slap your girlfriend? Across her face?
E. g. if she teases you or say the "f" word a lot
My boyfriend does this whenever I say the "f" word a lot
I do say it with every sentence.. it is a bad habit
And he doesn't slap me hard
I think he does it playfully
But do you think its okay?