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Me and my male best friend have known each other for the last 14 years but only been close for the last 3 years.

I'm sort of struggling with my feelings towards him as he keeps throwing mixed signals everywhere.
A few months ago we started holding hands/putting our arms around each other. He's the one who makes the move first and then he'll either say one of the two things. "We won't be able to do this when I have a girlfriend" or "I need to get used to just have one arm when I'm around you".

A month ago he was going off at how good in bed he was as I was saying "I just want it over and done with", his response would be "you wouldn't be saying that if it were me". He has personally told me he has never had sex with someone he had deep feelings for. And then as we said goodbye he said "one day I'll be married, have kids and we won't be best friends anymore, just friends".
He points out that since we have been close friends that neither of us has been in a long term relationship.

He has once carried me to hospital when I were having mild chest pains (weren't serious enough to call an ambulance, but was told I had a chest infection for those who will question why I didn't call for an ambulance)
He would sometimes brush the hair out of my eyes randomly, allows me to sit on his lap, we both listen to each others music with earphones in. if I start liking a guy, he would say he's not good enough for me.
Everyone at his work thinks we go out or at least sleep with each other.
We have never kissed, let alone had sex.

He gives me his debit card saying "go wild" when I'm in my favourite clothes shop. Letting me buy anything I want but usually he would do this to bribe me to come out with him on a special occasion (his nephew's christening or his cousins wedding and even his birthday)

From this description what does he want from me? Friendship, relationship, just sex or something else?