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I met an unexpected guy through blog. At first met, I find him unattractive and seems a very ordinary person. As woman , I know I have set myself standard into a tall, handsome , good spoken English, talented or sporty.

I invited him in a movie house after I was ignored by my date and had some job problems. We had a good time together , he was attracted to me, very clingy and we had sex to our very first date.
He was very happy and kept texting me after that and we spent few more dates together outside in public.

On our fourth date, he invited me to his hotel and had sex again. It was a really wild one. And I know I am not this kind of girl sleeping with a guy immediately. A lot of guys even amazing ones dated me but we never went to a bed or had sex. This was my first time and I don't understand myself why my body gets too comfortable to him. But then , He admitted to me that he is a fuckboy.

But lately , he apologized that he lied to me about his relationship status single. He is still in a relationship but no closure. And said he doesn't love me and was tempted. I get hurt from his words and to the point I refuse to text and see him again. But I do miss him a lot especially when I hugged my pillow. I remember the moments we had skin to skin together.

Today , I would like to ask from readers if what I felt for this guy is love?
Or if this is just a lust? Since, he was the first guy who I had sex, lost my virginity and maybe just overreacted that this is love?

(I need serious response , thanks ! )

You dated someone for two years, he was the best person ever, but you had below zero passion for him which transformed into irritation and you broke up. You could never imagine having sex with him and actually didn't have for 2 years. After that you cried your eyes out for a whole year out of guilt that you hurt such a wonderful person. After that you were deeply infatuated for a whole year by another boyfriend. After that you found your peace and security and also high sex drive and understanding with your current boyfriend. But sometimes the guilt of breaking your ex's heart as well as his great personality make you see him in your dreams at night. Is it technically possible to love him while being in love and in lust with your current boyfriend? P. S. I wanna spend a lifetime of troubles and happiness with my current one.