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This guy and I make lots of eye contact at work. I notice when I talk to him his eyes dilate and his face gets red. We don’t talk much though. We are both super shy. He always stands right next to me when putting stuff away or reaches for the shelve right under me or accidentally bumps me or brushes on me. He sometimes has a half grin. Or smiles. Or has a blank face. I asked him if he needed help today and he said yes please and then asked if I can also help him do dishes with a winky face lol. I know that he did have a girlfriend but she hasn’t posted a picture of them on her Instagram since February 19th so I’m not sure if they are still together. He also offers to help me with almost everything. He sometimes stands right behind me and reaches for the counter to put dishes away. Or cuts in between me and another girl with his body facing mine and smiles. His mother works at the same place and she just recently starts to smile and wave more towards me. He doesn’t act like that with any other girls. He is really cute too. I had a sex dream about him the other night. I just hate how painfully shy I am. There’s been times we ran into each other and he was talking to me and looked like he was gonna kiss me. He’s also super busy with school. He acts polite around me too. I also find that he waits around until my station is all cleaned and done before he clocks out (even if his is previously done) and he waits like 30 seconds after I walk out to clock out before he tags along. Another coworker is friends with the girls Instagram that I stalk and she wants to ask if they are still together but I kinda don’t wnana know because that would ruin all attraction towards him

I’m so embarrassed! I was sitting with my crush I was so nervous I was fidgeting. I started playing with my eyelashes and after blinking a few times uncomfortably my false eyelash on my right eye fell on my crush’s white shirt. He looked down at it for a few seconds and handed it back to me saying “I think this is yours”

I could even feel my cheeks turn super red! what do I do? I really want him to like me. Will this make him not like me?