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Basically this girl I know who I thought was my friend told me that the amount of messages i sent her made her uncomfortable and that I'd tried too hard to be her friend when she didn't feel the same. She told em it was her fault for leading me on and that I was a very nice guy that deserved good friends. I sent her this in reply:
I owe you a massive apology for making you feel like you did. No-one should ever feel like that. I have to say it was never my intention and had I realised how you felt I never would have come up to see you at college or continued messaging you in the way that I did. I realise now that in the time I have known you and before I have been very lonely and have not been myself at all.

I saw your kindness and generosity when we met as a way to combat this loneliness and as a result rather selfishly put far too much pressure on you constantly to solely provide the kinship that was lacking elsewhere.

I just want to reinforce that none of this is your fault at all.

You were not leading me on; you were just trying to do your best by me despite having no obligation to do so. I am very grateful for this.

I'd like to take this opportunity to thank you for being there for me as much as you have been and spending time with me despite how you felt and for your kind words yesterday and always.

You are genuinely kind and your friends are lucky to have you around. I am very sorry indeed for my actions.

I am very, very self conscious about my two front teeth which are almost missing after a car hit me and chipped them. It would cost 1000$ each for implants and I won't be able to afford that until I graduate and have a good paying job.
Excluding my bad front teeth I do have a great personality, I'm very nice, have a great sense of humor, I'm always polite and chivilrous and I could also be a useful boyfriend because I know how to fix most computer and smartphone problems. The rest of my physical apperacnce is above average; my face is clear of acne, I take really good care of my hair and I have a slim physiche from jogging everyday.

So would my two missing front teeth make getting a girlfriend impossible? I know many will tell me to wait until I get the 2,000$ to fix them, but I'm extremely lonely now that my parents have both died.