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I have plenty of anxiety like the next person and for some reason life and death situations tend to fly over my head and i almost feel like i enjoy them. I've had times were i flew from my bike at high speeds and seem to act subconsciously and tuck myself properly to avoid major damage and i get up and act like nothing happened. I've had EMT's check my heart rate to see it is practically normal or even better than

theirs in the situation. I pull hit you would see in movies on a motorcycle or in other everyday activities and seem to lack the fear until after it happens. I know i fear death because i don't really know what's on the other side or what kind of impact my life now would have on the next step per say. So how can i fear death and lack the fear of deadly situations and rejoice as if i delight in them? I mean, i have plenty of common sense when doing crazy stunts and i would say that's one of the reasons i'm still alive right now. (Trust me i have questioned if i'm just fucking stupid and given enough reason i regret to say that isn't my answer.)

***I have legit come to the thought process that i should just become a stunt double because i would surely excel at that.