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For the past 3 years, been getting my "buddies" to shoot me up. In the beginning, i panhandled for dope money. Then Last year, I was hard up for dope money, so started boosting meat & groceries to support my habit. I've never stolen from or lied to friends and family, have not sold my body for drugs, but not gonna lie, it has crossed my mind how easy the money could be, but also couldn't do it because of my morals and respect for myself. I usually spend my ODSP/ goverment cheques, work, borrow money from friends and family to support my habit. Use to only use 3x a week, but it has progressed to me using almost everyday or second or third day the most. When I can't score dope, I usually have friends/buddies let me use their washes or I save my washes and shoot it, give me 1-2 capfulls of methadome in exchange for later payment ( money, help them out with something) I know I should try to do something about this, like im wanting to get on the program, but need my ontario health card asap, also afraid to change because im emotionally/psychologically addicted, more then physical to the drug. Do you think I'm a "Junkie" or a Drug Addict? I think I'm a drug addict because I won't go to extreme lengths to get it, i plan to have something for myself without lying, stealing, cheating others for it, minus what i did to the major grocery stores like safeway and metro, etc? What are your opinions, whether it be critical or compassionate, be honest. I appreciate honestly?

I was talking with this guy, and its been like 2 months now but doesn't even feel like it. He had first asked to take me out when he messaged me on Facebook but I told him I was busy that day and he said OK well whenever you are free so I said OK. (Sn: he was in school at the time for like 4 weeks I think) well I was busy until the last week he was here but I did want to go out with him so I asked if he wanted to hang out and he said I asked him at the last minute because it was his last weekend here and I told him sorry but I was busy when he asked me the first time and I told him that I remembered he said he was tired the next weekend. I told him it was OK I understand if he didn't have the time but eventually I would like to and he said we would. The thing is he came on Strong when he first started talking to me and I had asked him what his intentions were and he said to get to know me, well we joked about sex a few times but I had hinted that I didn't want to and I believe he got it, but we joked a few more times but I thought we were just flirting and he was OK with it. But just to be sure I asked what did he want at this point in his life so I know if I could give it to him and he said he wasn't looking for anything he was wanting friendship and I said OK, but I was unsure if he was serious because he seemed interested at first, time went by and he started being distant and wasn't texting me as much because he would text me everyday and now he wouldnt, so I asked if he was interested in me at all and he said: "you think this because I don't talk to you as much" and I said no I'm just an upfront and honest person is all and he said: " I am interested but right now Im all about having a friendship and I said OK I'm absolutely fine with that and he said cool but he hasn't texted me in a week, what does this mean? Is he really interested or just said that to be nice? (Can anyone tell me what he might think of me...like is he trying to play me?)