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Before i date my boyfriend, he actually like another girl. Unfortunately she has a boyfriend already. He said that he got no feeling for her anymore as last time he felt that this girl only eye candy and nothing much... but then until recently i saw him still texting her and even meet up to eat together... i dont want to be possesive.. but i got trust issue and scared of losing him... :( help me...

I get annoyed whenever my boyfriend uploads shirtless gym photos or shirtless selfies
I dont want to control him though so i dont say much about it
He doesn't have photos of us on his instagram
So I finally confronted him about it
And then he uploaded a picture of us together as his instagram profile picture

But on facebook, he has shirtless photos too
But he has many photos of us together as well
And he has his close friends and family on his facebook
So everyone knows about me and seen me before

Does him uploading a pic of us as his instagram profile picture make any difference?

I get annoyed whenever my boyfriend uploads shirtless gym photos or shirtless selfies
I dont want to control him though so i dont say much about it
He doesn't have photos of us on his instagram
So I finally confronted him about it
And then he uploaded a picture of us together as his instagram profile picture

But on facebook, he has shirtless photos too
But he has many photos of us together as well
And he has his close friends and family on his facebook
So everyone knows about me

Does him uploading a pic of us as his instagram profile picture make a difference?

Well I don't know how to start this : but last year me and my boyfriend started living together in October and we every holiday together until may.
In may I decided to go down for 2wks to my grandparents house. Which i haven't seen them for over 10 years. . it was all Good
Well then July came. And me and my boyfriend decided it was time for me to go back down there again so they can help me get some help.
Well.. it was horrible
Not even the week was over and they started drama saying

I should break up with my boyfriend because of this and that
My grandmother, aunt , cousin was talking go my mother who I have protection order against. And they put me in danger
They lied to me and my boyfriend

So yea my boyfriend helped me come back home.
In the middle of Oct. And my grandmother sent a package basically a sorry package. It had like candy , hygiene, journal , pens , etc in it. She also called us to let us know some things.

But I forgive them and I miss them however I dont want them to keep putting me in danger , and keep trying to break me and my boyfriend up and etc

So i guess my question is
Should i spend Thanksgiving, Christmas, etc with my family and my birthday is In Feb so I don't know if that helps or not

Or with my boyfriend

But I also love my boyfriend. Because he cares , protects me , provides and so much more.

But it breaks my heart because I dint wanna leave my boyfriend alone for the holidays
But I also even after all the crap they did wanna be with my family for the holidays.
But I don't know