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Not that it matters but I just want to know so I can keep my distance... Ok so I have a coworker named Zac that I talk to in messenger. We also talk in person. His brother works with us but he stormed off and left his brother (Zac) behind. So Zac came up to me and asked what I was doing for my lunch... He kept hinting that he had nothing to do for lunch and I asked 'So are trying to have lunch with me Zac?' And he was shy and said yes... Lets rewind an hour back... Zac came up to me and asked if he could borrow $10, he said he would pay me back Friday when he gets paid. Now lets fast forward an hour.. So we walked out together and went in my car to get food... Then he asked if I could take him to his friends house to get weed. After that, we drove back to work and we were talking about everything. We had almost everything in common... I have a boyfriend so I did the right thing and brought him up (even though Zac knew I had a boyfriend before) buuut... Me and zac both had the same views on relationships... my boyfriend doesn't believe in God but I strongly do... Me and Zac both want someone who believes in God... He told me if My boyfriend was holding me back from my beliefs then to just end it... He was making fun of my small hands... And he says he likes small hands. Weird. BUT I am not convinced or falling for this. Does he like me? Did he use me? I'm like 95% sure he used me but I wanted other opinions. I love my boyfriend and I wouldn't break up with him over anything (excepting cheating and abuse) but I wouldn't for another guy.

I've never had a boyfriend before so, I have no clue what it's like to be in love or in a relationship.
When I hear about someone I know being cheated on, I feel abosolutly nothing, I don't feel bad at all. When talk to me about a bad breakup, I don't feel bad either. I'm a very sensotive girl and basically everything makes me cry but love or relatioships.
I'm worried I'll be incapable of falling in love or something.