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I didn't save myself for marriage...but I do believe had I waited six more months I would have at least saved myself for the man I am planning to marry now. I was also never taught abstinence by mother neither through talking, example or any even real mentioning of it in general....I don't think she believed it was realistic. My man's sister just turned 26 and is abstinent and she is one of the most amazing people I know. She radiates self worth, self confidence and resilience and is honestly full of so much wisdom and I learned this about her very shortly after meeting her. In my opinion being abstinent is one of the things that has led her to the insights and experiences that have partially contributed to her great character. Now again I didn't save myself for marriage, so I'm not dissing anyone who hasn't, but I will say...the best people I know are close to God and waited for marriage or only had sex with one or two people prior to marriage and are so powerfully willed. I am just wondering if anyone else has waited, met similar people, felt the same way I am feeling about past boyfriends, other abstinent women and the idea of abstinence in general...would love to hear what you think!

This is over a particular relationship with my best male friend and I am trying to figure out if he is playing games with me or if he wants something more. Let me give a little back story and information (which there is a lot of):
1. I'm happily married and we became friends when we were worked together. My husband did not like him at first, but then they too became friends.
2. We have been best friends for about 5 years now.
3. He is a serial dater and gets really serious with women, then leaves them when he gets bored/frustrated.
4. I think that he has Narcissistic Personality Disorder and he checks off in many of the indicators.
5. We have so much in common and hang out often.
6. He is currently dating a lady who I love; they have talked about marriage and live together.

Now onto the behavior that has been creating my internal conflict:
1. He says that he loves me all of the time.
2. He gives me long stares and his eyes have this mysterious twinkle when I say something that amuses him or when we both connect on a subject of interest.
3. I notice that he touches me pretty often (side hug, poke, pretend punch, grabs my head playfully) and sits next to me a lot when we are out and about.
4. One weekend he got really drunk and bit my face, then later said several times that I am beautiful.
5. He has gotten really close to me and said, "you have very beautiful eyes."
6. He once told my sister (while drunk) that since he couldn't be with me, he would need to be with her (I was not there at the time and heard this secondhand from her).
7. He told me he had a dream where I bit his face and he saved my life.

What does all of this mean? There are so many other examples of sexual tension and flirting (maybe I'm reading into it, I dunno). I am starting to think that he just finds me interesting and is playing games with me to feed his Narcissism, but am I reading this incorrectly? Please help! this has been driving me crazy for years.