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About 2 years ago I met this really dope chick on campus whom we share a lot of the same friends. we had a lot of similarities and I fell for her pretty hard. I never felt this strongly about someone before and I never told her exactly how I felt. but there were times where how I felt blinded me from the things she would do. our first date she had hickies on her neck and when I asked her about it she eventually just said she went downtown I guess. in retrospect probably not my place to ask as it was only the first date, but it just bugged me. despite her being a terrible texter, I still enjoyed having her in my life. this only went on for about a month and then there was this time where I highly believed she used me to buy her alcohol because she wasn't 21.

it hurt that someone would do that so I distanced myself from her without saying a word and never texted her. she didn't text back. after a few months of working on myself I thought about hitting her up to finally tell how I feel. we talked again and she said she's sorry that I felt that way and was saying that wasn't the case. she was dating someone else then so I moved on from her.

but later we met again going to the movies just a few months ago recently with our mutual friends. it honestly felt like nothing changed when we were talking. I thought that maybe things changed between us (like this time I'd be more upfront with her about my feelings instead of keeping them to myself), so I sent her a message how I missed us taking and wanted to see if we can just start talking again as friends. but she didn't answer me.

A few days ago she added me on Facebook. if we talked, I'm unsure how I feel about letting her get so close, but I do want to talk to her because no matter how much I deny it I still love her. what should I do?